The love that i want.

I am not always emotional but i have moments in life where i look at people and think why dont i have that?

So i was watching reality shows recently and i dont know why everyone is just so god damn in love, but me. HAHA like seriously, they have the sweet love where they truely care about each other and just want to spend alone time with each other. I see the way the look at each other and i get all jelly.

Maybe it is because i used to be one of them. I used to have a guy where i can totally rely on and thought that he was my real deal. I screwed that up because i guess i am fucked up. So i guess, i do not really have what it takes to complain about my love life. He would make a perfect boyfriend if he isnt that controlling but i guess im not ready to settle down for perfection just yet. It is somehow like, i want to save the best for last.

I want love that is true and honest.

I dont care about how long we can love each other as long as we really really do at the moment of time.

The kind where we can both be joyful, sad, angry and sassy together.

The kind where we can talk to each other about anything and everything without feeling a need to hide or afraid that what you may be judged.

I just need the both of us to be happy in it.

Thankful

Meet my beautiful gorgeous family from TS24. We have had our fun and unhappy moments but at the end of everyday, we go home knowing that we love each other. Some people may think that our relationship will not last, but lets just prove them fucking wrong. You guys have been one of the best thing that has happened to me so far in poly and I am so thankful for everyone.

To the members of my every project, thank you for always being there for me and helping me with everything. You guys are so understanding and would always make me feel better after something shitty happens. I love how the four of us work together and it would be so amazing if we could do it again and again and again.

To my dear dear girls, thanks for always listening to me and have my back. I like how we are all different but somehow manage to become friends. To Peggy and Jiaxin, thanks for keeping my little secrets and always being my pillar. I love you guys so much.

To my sweet guys, you all have been shooting me since day one. BUT IM STILL BIG SIS BIG YA? HAHAHAHA thanks for staying back to eat with us because i was sucha burden this afternoon. It seriously melted my heart. I would never trade you guys for any other guys. Big hugs for everyone. ❤

Why be an asshole?

Why would you wanna be an asshole and make everyone hate you so badly? What can you gain from being so annoying and so irritating?

When guys are asshole

1. They get the girls because sometimes girls are just stupid enough to like that

2. Every other guy just wants to have an asshole friend.

When girls are assholes

1. People just identify them as bitchy, pms-ing whore.

2. Get no friends

When teachers are asshole

1. Have every student hating on you but you will feel like a good teacher because you dont have the right mind.

2. Students will do nothing but complain about you on social network.

First for everything.

So first blog post.

I decided to give blogging a try because my classmates we persuading and all. I dont have anything special to write or anything i am good at to share with anyone so i guess i will just write whatever that comes to my mind.

I am not the best person when it comes to computer. So choosing the layout took me forever, and i think i still didnt get what i want… Why cant someone smart and cute just help me with stuff like that? hahahaha my blog looks like a boring piece of nothing. sigh pieeeee haha

OKAY OKAY, SO FIRST FOR EVERYTHING. What are some of your first?

My first relationship

It was actually really pure, really innocent and really childish. TS24 might be laughing their asses off now becuz they see words like ‘pure’ and ‘innocent’. YES, IT’S TRUE LA. I remember that it was in the international school in China. It was a korean guy. The relationship did not last for long of course HAHAHA I think i went into it because i was curious of how having a boyfriend would be like and i did not even really like the person. I thought, “hey, having a guy you can call your boyfriend could be fun.” The irony is, i kept that relationship so quiet that no one even knew we started.

So lesson learnt: ” If you are going to have a boyfriend, have one that you are proud of. Have him because you like him so you dont have to play the secret relationship thing. It’s so tiring and so not worth your time.”

HAHAHAHHAHA HE BETTER NOT SEE THIS BECAUSE I DIDNT ASK FOR HIS PERMISSION HAHAHAHA